I really don't know how to do anymore than I've done.

I get maybe 5 submissions a month.

That’s sad.

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201.) I started cutting, i've done it twice..

I won’t tell you to quit, because then I’d be a hypocrite, but I will tell you to try to. Sometimes, I realize it’s the only thing we can turn to. All I can say is to never cut too deep. Ever. And hide it away, where no one can see it, unless you seriously want attention.

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Guys, after the past week, there's something I've learned.

Don’t just give your heart up. Never just give your heart up. No matter how much you connect with someone, protect yourself. Even if they hand it to you, don’t give in so easily. Make sure they prove that they won’t up and leave you. And if they do. Don’t run after them. If they’re going to come back, they’ll come back on their own. Sometimes we have to face the cold hard truth that even though we can’t live without them, they can live without us. It’s going to hurt. It’s going to be hell, but it WILL get better. Cry all you need to, do what you need to do. I don’t mean to go cut or starve yourself, because that’s just torturing yourself. I mean, talk about it. Find someone who will listen and never get annoyed at hearing what you have to say. Do what you can to try to stop thinking about it, because thinking just makes you want it back.

Don’t look back on memories. Even if they’re good. It worsens the pain. Just try your best to pick yourself up, and move on. You can wait silently for them. You can still love them. You can still hold onto them. But don’t let them hold you back from living your life. Because, whether you believe it or not, everything happens for a reason. You may not see any good in them leaving, but there is always a reason. He may be “Mr. Right.” or even she might be “Mrs. Right”, but they could just be Mr/Mrs. Not right now. Patience. Good things come to those who wait. Be strong. Be weak. But love, nonetheless. Just don’t let them ruin your life.

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Here's the deal...

If I don’t post your secret within 24 hours from now on, send it again.

Because, I tend to read them, and then forget.

But, I’m trying, I really am!

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