306.) I’m starving myself. It’s only been a few days, but so far, it’s working perfectly. I started so that I could replace my emotional pain with physical. Although, the other reason I’m starving myself hasn’t yet worked. I want someone to reach out to me. I want someone to do more than just ask if I’m okay, because I’m obviously going to lie. I want them to pester me. I want them to force me to tell them the truth that I’m not okay. No one has noticed yet, even though i come right out and say that I haven’t eaten dinner in two days. They just don’t know that it’s also all the other meals, and that if they don’t notice me soon, then this will only last longer.
I’d just like to let the person that submitted this know that if you ever need to talk, I’m here, and I’d love to pester you. <3
